idk, its just this overwhelming feeling I get every once in a while. I think it stemed from me not being able to get my homework done because I couldn’t even focus on the words, and I stayed home to get it done, and then my mom was saying how shes not gonna let me stay home anymore because I don’t get things done which made me even more stressed, and then family relations in my house is a little tense right now and I have everything due and then also have to think out priorities and i have to clean my room and I have to get my learners permit soon or my parents will get mad at me and I can’t draw digitally worth a shit anymore or just drawing in general for anything that isn’t for a grade which sucks because I want to go to art school and do this for a living and if I can’t get over this art block I’ve had for over a year, well I just won’t be able to get a job, and then I also I wanna do so many things but I just don’t have the time talent or money to do them and it just makes me mad and then I end up comparing myself to people which isn’t healthy. Like I just need connections at this point because people with connections go places.

Well this just became a rant, sorry about that anon.